Noah

“So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday.” 

 Marry me Noah. 

I've obviously been down in the dumps way to long. As of this second I am finishing reading The Notebook for the third time in two weeks. I am in love with this book.  Yes, I will admit that I fall head over heals in love with Noah every time I pick it up, the book Noah let that be clear, not the movie Noah, which honestly I see as two completely different people. 

I get so wrapped up in Noah's emotion in the book, his obvious and complete love for Allie. Even after everything they went through even after he was completely rejected by Allie's parents he still kept fighting for her. Waiting for her when they took her away. He loved her through all of it. It's admiral. Crazy, but admiral. And that's why I really think I love the character. He is so raw, he shows everything he is feeling. Even the people around him can see how much he loves her without knowing anything. When he writes her everyday without one letter in return, when he makes true of his promise to her even after all those years by rebuilding that house, when even in desperation he shows Allie how much he loves her by saying it was going to be hard but he would make it work because he wanted her. When he continues to fight for her for the rest of their lives..

Ah. How fangirl is it for me to say that? I really couldn't think of a better, more sincere, just entirely real with flaws person, sure his temper isn't exactly my favorite but it's who he is and shows how passionate he is. Okay enough geeking out. 

I need some new reading material.

 Or an answer to my down in the dumps problem.