I've been feeling like I'm walking in circles, in life.
Things feel robotic and I am finding nothing new. I am running into the same problems and meeting troubles on the same paths I took to avoid them. I'm feeling plain and unimportant in the lives of others, like I feel like I am a cog moving separately from the rest of the machine. There, but not making a big enough difference to matter if I was there or not. Don't get me wrong, I am not feeling depressed or unwanted, just not exactly important. Like it wouldn't matter if I went away, nothing in life would be altered. Does that make any sense? I know who I am and why I am here, but it seems like I'm in the wrong place, like a fish dropped in the desert. A perfectly good fish that would serve its purpose if it was in a pond but completely lost and useless in the middle of a desert.
I'm just not sure where to go now.
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